March 7th, 2008

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So now I am 19. Last year as a teenager, weird. I don't know if I like that. It was a great day today though! Just being home and hanging with my Mom, and getting free food. Thank you to Julie Kristen and Bethany for taking me to RED LOBSTER. My favorite place ever. So yummy. And thank you to Julie for my amazing camelback. I cannot wait to use it.
Today I got two new one pieces for the summer. I kind of like one pieces. Does that make me weird? They are comfy though, as far as that kind of suit goes. I am excited for camp, but now nervous for things that could distract me. I just don't know what to do. God has a way of meeting one need, and then causing another one to suffer. But maybe it won't suffer. Maybe it's just me thinking too far ahead.
I am very happy though. Very very very happy. I feel like for once life has turned itself my way a little bit. And I'm going to milk that for all it's worth. I don't like that phrase very much.
I am really exhausted right now, and I feel sick all of a sudden, but I just bought a bunch of Damien Rice live stuff, and I can't stop listening to it. It reminds me of like 10th grade.
It's weird that you only get one life. And that life is not as long as you may think it is. And that whatever you wish to do, you really only have one chance at that. You can make mistakes, but you can't go back in time. I want to make the right choices, and I want to be happy.
Tomorrow will hopefully be relaxing, and Saturday will be hectic obviously but also EXTREMELY FUN. And then back to school Sunday. Ugghhh. Spring break is way too short. But only... 9 weeks left till school is done. HOLY CRAP. 9 weeks. That's really short. REALLY SHORT. Oh my gosh.

Okay goodnight I don't feel good and want to feel better. :(